My partner is the only thing that’s keeping me tethered to the world right now. Why. Why does she have to be in my life. Why does she have to care about me so much. Because if she didn’t, or if she wasn’t there, I could sever my ties to the world. That’s all I want. To leave. To leave to leave to leave. But I can’t. Because she’s there. Because she has to care. Because it would hurt her too much. Why do I have to have a fucking tether. Why.