Sitting in the loneliness

I’ve been very sick these last few days, and this has kept my mind on not much other than my physical pain and discomfort. Today I’m starting to feel a little better. But as the physical discomfort subsides, a deep emotional pain has begun to surface. Specifically, a heavy sense of loneliness. It’s beginning to hit me that my partner and I are breaking up. That I don’t have that solid, constant source of love and support anymore. I know it was my decision, but somehow that knowledge isn’t providing comfort today. The only thing that prevails is the loneliness. I guess this is just one of those things that I have to just accept. And wade through. And sit in. And allow to envelop me. I have to remind myself things will get better. The loneliness won’t stay forever. Just a passing visitor. That I have good things on the horizon. I suppose it’s just hard to see those things right now.

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